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dinglebelle
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Location: Somerset, United Kingdom
Birthday: 8/21/1982
Gender: Female
Interests: everything and nothing, the sky and the earth, you and me.
Expertise: your only an expert when youv'e learnt everything.... im still learning all i can!
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/2/2004
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| well its been almost a year and ive returned!!! just as wise just as much to moan about only im not gonna start that right now,,, i stopped using xanga as ciuldnt be asred basically... and also had little to write about. I have had adventures and hope to have more- just gonna keep them in my world for now.... nut rest assured im back! | | |
| well i still cant stop thinking about the guy i last wrote about.. wouldn't be far off in saying i had fallen for him. but its no use he dosnt want me(atleast thats what im led to believe) yet he had his arms around me last week being silly- something he's not done for a long time and was flirting away with me online making up silly little senarios that would turn him on.. but i dont know what to do ive told him how i feel he says he understands but dosnt want a relationship.. but think its me he dosnt want the relationship with. as he said it before and next thing i hear he was seeing someone else.i cant talk about it cos theres just no point. i currently feel like im doomed for all eternity dosnt matter what i do all guys treat me as a rebound girl and theres only been a few- just takes forever to get over them. think perhaps i should change my job and move somewhere else.. but then id just be more alone than how i feel right now. i hope it isnt forever and i know that thinking with an attitude like this wont get me anywhere but sometimes cant help it i hope things in my life will oneday start looking up!! | | |
| well its been almost a year... kinda found a man,,, but now without it being definate think ive buggered it up, but to be honest i guess its not meant to last anyhow... its one of those strange situations that would either work or go shit up... currently feel abit like the mistress... wife being work!! grrrr... y cant these things ever work out properly???? oh well cant give up trying!! | | |
| ok so have moved house (with my mum!!!) but have enitire top floor to myself which not only consists of the largest bedroom but and ensuite that is bigger than the family bathroom a floor below- what a fantastic momma i have!
in need of getting back to the real world.. things left me a little knocked back recently despite my determination not to let it.
still have some boxes to unpack... but getting there.
NEED A MAN
fed up being the singleton my entire life, but easier said than done..... certainly no men queuing up for me or falling at my feet!!
GRRRR!! | | |
| problem eating, my mum kinda confronted me on the issue sort of the other day, i know shes always kinda known.ive not quite got a handle on it if im honest but have always faced up to it to myself. as far as i know none of my mates have or are aware of my problems which i dunno if it is a good thing or bad thing- guess theres pros and cons to everything.
il solve it eventually.. just taking time
lonely old life | | |
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